After more than a year Jerrica and I were able to catch up on each others schedule. We’ve been trying to set something up for ages, but for some reason, it never pushed through. Then came yesterday, just when I needed it most, thank God, He knows I needed someone to talk to about my dilemmas, rants and rave about life in general. We met at around 5:30 and called it a night at 9:30, but that was a solid 4 hour talk about anything and everything, no holds barred, unrestrained thoughts. In that 4 hour talk, I think I may have been talking most of the time, 3 hours out of 4. Geez, she’s a good listener, smooth, fun and sensible. She knows when to tell jokes and when to get serious. She’s really someone I am comfortable with.. She understands, always try to make me feel better. She’s one person I can be open with, no judgments. We talked about life, how we struggle to find the right path, we try to figure out what we really want. Same life issues, struggles and disappointments. She gets it when I say, I am not happy, I am not myself. But everything went out smoothly, we talked about decisions we have to make, pros and cons. It took the heaviness off my shoulders, knowing someone gets it, someone is in the same situation as me. I am not alone in this battle for “survival”. HAHA.
A simple conversation with a friend never fails to make me feel better, knowing that I have someone whom I can rely on, someone who understands. We may not figure out what we really want in life yet, what our goal really is. But in this battle, we’re not quitting, we’re in the pursuit of the real happiness. AJA! :D
Til’ next time!
PS: Rusty blogger skills kicks in, We don’t have any picture that night.